no one reads this. but i dont care, this is like an online journal for me anyways.
i'm beginning to confuse myself with a certain aspect of my life or a certain someone.Its kind of one of those times where you are trying to snap yourself out of it, because its not the norm for you, but you cant help it as much as you try to stop yourself. Its feeling like its getting stronger and stronger as the time goes by, but it also feels like its getting more clear as time goes by.
But what i want to know is when it all clears and is fine for me to see, where should i go from there? Should i wait for it to come to me? so i take a chance and speak about it. Although the thought of that kinda scares me because i'm not good for that. maybe i should just take a chance and speak up.